Decisions

Sorry i haven't blogged for ages!! I've been so busy latley and since i don't have a computer at home its harder to access.
Alot has happened over the past month I was on holiday for two weeks and my friend Rach came down to stay for a few days that was really cool catching up with her just hanging out and being crazy together. The second week of my holidays was however not a holiday at all I had two extra shifts at work during the day and i got offered a Job on Wednesday and Thursday nights taking photo's at the OUSA blue and gold awards, I was pretty nervous on the first night cause i didn't really know what to expect i was basically just told to turn up and take photographs and print them out on the night. I arrived in jeans and my pink blazer to find everyone in really formal clothes i wasn't told there was a dress sense ahhh!! It went pretty well considering though and everyone seemed pleased with the results. I also had my interview at teachers collage for the primary course however i didn't get into that either i wasn't nearly as guttered as the first time though I think it was because alot of people were praying for me, God has a reason for everything so i just need to trust in him and he will sort it out hopefully. I do though that the option of doing a foundation year that should get me into teachers collage the year after but do i really want to study for an extra year? I have also thought about a Bachelor of Design Communication at the Polytechnic or Occupation Therapy. So i will apply for both and see what happens there. God has really been challenging me at the moment to love people for who they are and look for the best in people, I find it really hard to do especially when i am around people who like to gossip and work and at polytech. Last week i watched a documentry about people with facial and body deformaties It really made me think how i would react to people like that, would i be able to overlook them and would i be able to be friends with someone like that? Todays world is so much focused on the appearance why is that?? Why carn't we learn to love people for what they are like inside not on the outside? Some of the uglyiest people can be so beautiful on the inside and vice-versa. Quite often beauty is only skin deep.