Blog Slacker

Sorry Guy's i've been really slack with keeping my blog up to date!! I guess i just wanted to prove that i don't have alot of time on my hands to write stupid posts and search for stupid stuff on google haha. Okay so not i offically have a Diploma in Digital Photography as i graduated on friday night yay finally. I don't really feel any differen't or like i've made a huge accomplishment i guess it hasn't really sunk in yet. I'm really pretty hard on myself i think as i guess i keep comparing my photographs to others and think wow i'm never going to be that good and when i have people relying on me to take really good photo's i freak out and think that they will suck and that i don't know enough about lighting etc to make the photo look as professional as the one's they have on display in Mc Robie photographics window. My mother met my tutor on friday night and apparently he was totally talking be up and going on about how i was the most popular in the class and how i have great creative abilities and he hopes that they won't be put to waste. And my friends saw some of my work the other day and were like wow you are so good Esther your like gonna be famous one day. But i really carn't see it i think there just trying to be nice. Okay enough melodramatic complaining from me. I'm staying at home with my parents this week because i was working everyday this week except monday pretty full on and exhausting actually. I'm going home for the night though cause i just carn't miss desperate housewives nah i actually have other stuff to do like jobs and that though i do love that show!! Especially susan she is just like me lol hehe